marți, 28 iunie 2011

Rise Above Tomorrow - PART 2 - Chapter 9 (Excerpt)

And he didn’t have to wait for long...

A small creak startled him and turning around to the door he watched it opening slowly and as the light from the corridor crept for just a second in his room he was able to see a small and thin silhouette entering the room. The door closed with another creak and the room became dark again.
“Who’s there?” Michael asked not bothering to stand up. It was probably another fan that managed somehow to bribe the right persons to get to his room. It would not be the first time when something like that happened and even thought Michael never understood or exactly found out how those girls passed the hotel’s security and his own guards and even got the key to his room, he never gave too much thought to the matter. It was one of the things that came with the package of being the King of Pop he believed and he just learnt to ignore it.

“Happy Birthday Michael!” a whispered woman’s voice answered him from the door frame and for some reason his skin rose in goose bumps. It sounded somehow familiar that voice or maybe it was just the effect of the pills and the alcohol. Anyway, all of a sudden the idea of having in his room a crazed groupie willing to satisfy all his needs didn’t seem irritating at all, on contrary.

“Thanks dear,” Michael grinned and he finally stood up. The alcohol and the numerous pills he gulped down were indeed starting to have an effect on him; his head feeling light and dizzy; his view blurred and his feet not responding properly to his commands.
“What’s your name?” Michael stammered his words and then laughed at his own babble and then stumbling on his feet he got closer to the woman still standing in the door frame.

She was wrapped in a long, black fur coat; strange for that time of year but Michael was too giddy to think about that; and even stranger, bare footed. Her face was hidden behind a veil of red hair but the features that you could see were beautiful and sophisticated; full lips colored in a deep red shade; long lashes with a thick layer of mascara, flushed cheeks and white porcelain skin.

“You can call me Lucy,” she grinned showing her perfect white teeth and just for a moment Michael thought her voice sounded familiar again.
“Do I know you?” he asked trying to focus his look on her face but the darkness and his intoxication made it very hard for him.
“Do you want to know me?” the woman retorted, her voice husky and provocative.

Every time that woman spoke something stirred inside of Michael, making his pulse speed up and his last bits of consciousness fade, leaving him prey only to his pure and deepest desires and making him forget all notions of what was wrong and what was right. All he could think about was forms to make that woman scream his name.

So he didn’t answer her question instead he rushed upon her and pressed his lips roughly against hers, devouring her mouth and down her neck, sucking, biting on her skin; making the small woman moan and scream and finally collapse under his body weight both of them falling on the wooden floor. The fall made her fur coat slip off her shoulders revealing her perfectly naked body to Michael’s eager eyes and mouth; his lips and tongue burning to feel her, to taste her.

“Your are so sweet,” he mumbled; his teeth biting into her flesh, his lips molding perfectly to her curves and his tongue knowing so well where to lick to make her moan louder and twitch stronger. It was like his mouth was there before, like it was designed just to suck on her nipples and nibble on her ear; it was a perfect match that continued with his hands too; his fingers knowing exactly where to go, in what spot to caress and where to nip; her breasts feeling so right in the scoop of his palms and her skin reacting every time he dug his nails in her shoulders, making her tremble and squirm.

“Can I have you?” he asked, he groaned fighting to liberate himself from the restraint of his clothes and when he managed to get rid of his jeans and shirt he didn’t wait for her answer, he just plunged inside her in one long and hard push making her hiss and scream in pleasure.

“I’m your birthday present Mr. Jackson,” the woman moaned thrusting her hips to meet his every stroke.
“Say my name,” Michael growled, “say it, just say it,” he mumbled thrusting harder and harder inside her, the feeling of her body tightening around him so strongly making him go wild, making him unleash and forget anything else that wasn’t this woman’s body.   
“Michael, Michael, oh Michael, I love you,” she obeyed his orders and yelled his name as waves after waves of energy and electricity ran through her with his every deep push.

“Michael, I love you, I love you, Michael, Michael…” her voice echoed around his head over and over again and made Michael feel shivers running down his spine and closing his eyes he saw light, colors, stars, shapes and forms; he saw moves and steps and slowly her voice subsided to the sound of strings, chords and violins. It was a song; maybe a song he heard before, maybe a song he had to bring to light; a loud song, a beautiful song blurring his mind even more but offering him pleasure, ecstasy even.

“Michael, oh Michael,” the woman moaned one more time, digging her long nails deep into his flesh and bringing him back from his world. He opened his eyes and for a moment she seemed so known again but her lips crushing against his with despair and lust and her whole body tightening and throbbing around him with so much force made Michael see all those shapes and colors exploding in his head again and finally all his energy was released in a grueling and almost violent orgasm.

“Happy Birthday Michael!” the mysterious woman whispered once more but he was already lost; the pills, the liquor, the exhaustion, the struggle and the contradiction, the pain and the pleasure making him finally fall asleep, there on the floor; his naked body sunk in sweat and showing off  the signs of the ecstasy and rapture.

marți, 21 iunie 2011

Rise Above Tomorrow - PART 2 - Chapter 7

Chapter 7

So that evening, Michael called Bill Bray and asked him to make preparations for the hotel’s night club to get closed for him and his entourage and then to let know all the crew that tonight there will be a party; and what a party it was; wine, champagne, whisky, cocktails and shots; loud music, cigars, even pot and of course, a lot of dance.

“Come on man, come on, dance with us Mike, it’s your favorite song,” LaVelle Smith, one of Michael’s most trusted dancers and choreograph but also a good friend yelled from across the room as the first beats of Billie Jean started to blast through the speakers.
Michael laughed hidden behind his dark shades but he didn’t move from the coziness of the leather couch where he sat down some time ago. He motioned for the dancers to go on without him and he just continued sipping from his whisky.
“Come on; please dance with us MJ, what’s a party without you dancing?  And you didn’t move a muscle all night,” LaVelle insisted coming next to Michael and the other dancers circled him clapping and chanting, “MJ! MJ! MJ!”
“Oh damn,” Michael smirked and putting aside his glass he stood up and made way to the middle of the room, “This is the reason why I don’t go to clubs, people always put my music on and make me dance,” he laughed and if it wasn’t for the many glasses of whisky and champagne that he gulped down that laugh would’ve been a very sad one because Michael always hated how people treated him like a circus attraction, the freak that can dance, the 40 year old midget as newspapers started to call him ever since they signed with Motown.
“Smile Michael, wear this Michael, say that Michael, walk like this Michael, lie about your age Michael, sing Michael, show us the Moonwalk Michael; through here sir, is better for you this way sir, sign here sir, do this, do that…” It was always a never-ending list of things to do for him and of people manipulating him and treating him like a puppet; a horde of puppeteers pulling the strings of his life and deciding what was best for him like he was a brainless imbecile that only knew how to dance.

But that night Michael had one too many drinks and he smoked a few cigarettes that made him dizzy and he had a big plan for later in the night, a plan that made him excited like a boy in his first day at school and above all that, Billie Jean was indeed his favorite tune to dance on, so all of a sudden the idea of being the circus freak that entertains others didn’t seem so bothering anymore, on contrary; somehow that night Michael felt some sort of weird arousal when he unleashed himself on the music like he never did before, not even on stage; forgetting about anything and anyone that was with him in that room. He let the bass and the drums and the violins run through him, he emptied his mind and his soul and where just a few hours ago was pain and anger and doubt and fear; where it was love and yearning, thoughts and projects; where it was magic and madness as he often liked to think of himself, now there was only sound, rhythm, moves and music. And these were the things that excited and incited Michael most in the world.

“God dam’ man! This is what watching the masters at work means,” Michael came back from his trip to loud claps and curses of appreciation, if that even exists.
“You’re fucking awesome man, fantastic, just fucking fantastic,” LaVelle backed up his colleagues.
“Fuck man, you should try and get some drinks before going on stage too because you were a bomb, a fucking bomb man, hear me out,” Rich, a young enthusiastic dancer practically jumped on Michael and kissed his both cheeks after hugging him tight.
“Okay guys, thank you, thanks, calm down now,” Michael blushed still hidden behind his Aviators and grabbing a bottle of whisky from the bar he walked back to his corner.

“You were fucking,” a soft voice purred in his ear just as Michael was about to crash on the couch.
“Huh?” he turned around intrigued just to find Stacy grinning her pearl white teeth at him.

 Stacy Walker the new dancer that replaced a girl who broke her ankle during the pause between the first and the second leg of the tour was young, beautiful and very very cheeky. Since her first day on the job she made a point in showing off her sexy body and not hiding her craving for her boss.
“I have a sweet tooth and he is such a candy,” she laughed and said loudly after the first rehearsal with Michael, making the crew cheer and Michael blush madly and run to his cabin pretending he didn’t hear a thing.
Since that day she kept on making that kind of remarks and Michael kept on ignoring her, not because he didn’t like her but just because he couldn’t afford one night stands, especially with his staff members. But that night there was something different about Michael and Stacy was quick in noticing that.

“I said you are fucking,” she smirked and sat down on the couch crossing her long and bare legs.
“Elaborate please,” Michael laughed and sat closely next to her putting a hand on her knee; the adrenaline of his early dance and the alcohol intoxication making him bold and a bit sassy.
“Fucking awesome, fucking fantastic, fucking bomb the boys said but I’d say you’re just fucking,” she bit her lips and then coming even closer to Michael she continued, “Or better said fuck-able.”
Michael took off his shades and measured her from head to toe and then back staring her straight into the eyes, “You’re very naughty Stacy,” he purred and then he returned to his bottle and glass.
“Aren’t you going to offer me a glass too?” the girl licked her lips and let her hand slip accidentally between Michael’s legs.
“Oh sorry, of course I will,” Michael smiled and reached out for another glass to pour the girl some whisky, “How do you like it?” he asked and winced as Stacy’s hand moved slower up his thigh.
“In your room,” she whispered and winked when Michael turned his head in a move and looked at her; his eyes showing the contradiction in him.
This was wrong, she was his dancer, the rest of the staff would probably find out; it would be such a mess he knew but in the meanwhile this woman was beautiful and so sexy, she wanted him and that made him feel powerful and strong; the strange arousal from earlier wouldn’t leave him; her hand on his thigh felt so good and the alcohol made his mind blurry and his body hot. He felt a fire burning him inside and his flesh was burning too; for the first time in weeks he was not cold anymore and that excited him even more.
He gulped down another full glass of whisky in one quick shot and then another and as the liquor burned down his throat a thick veil laid on his brain and all he could think of was how to get that girl quicker up to his room.
“Fine, let’s go,” he growled and grabbing another bottle of whisky he lead the way to the elevator.

It was a long night for Michael and Stacy and it started from the elevator. The mirrors in the small cabin giving Stacy all kind of ideas and the long trip to the top floor gave her time to put some of those ideas in practice.
She bent down and unzipped Michael’s jeans with a quick and smooth gesture.
“You’re good at this,” Michael grinned watching her body curving so nicely in the mirrors of the elevator.
“I’m good at many things sugar,” she whispered and then curled her lips around his long and already hard shaft. Her lips were cold but her tongue was hot and the girl didn’t lie when saying that she was good at many things because the way she played with her mouth and her hand made Michael go crazy.
“Damn girl, take it easy,” he swore and then he took a quick sip of whisky right out of the bottle.
“I was so right sugar, you are so sweet, I can’t stop,” the girl hissed and took all of him down her throat, making Michael tremble and squirm, feeling his orgasm just a few more licks away.
“Stop girl, just stop,” he growled pulling at her long blond hair but she was determined to make him finish; she wanted to taste him and she knew he needed the liberation too so she never stopped sucking him hard and fast making him moan and whimper like a baby.
“Oh fuck, I’m gonna cum girl, damn,” he sighed and dug his nails deep in her shoulders.
“Yeah baby, do it; I wanna taste you sugar; I’ve been waiting for this so long,” she smirked and her words made Michael explode in her mouth, bolts of electricity running through his body over and over again.
“Mhmmm, this was even better than I imagined it to be,” Stacy licked her lips and swallowed all his juices just as the elevator reached his floor.
“I’m not done with you girl,” Michael purred, his voice thick and gruff, betraying the craving and the lust.
“I hoped for that,” she laughed loudly, her voice echoing around the long corridor. Thanks God that everyone was still down at the party, including the guards that were always watching his suite.
“It’s my turn now,” Michael whispered and shutting the door with his foot he pushed the girl on the closest couch and bent down between her open legs.
“I see you came prepared for the party,” Michael smirked seeing that Stacy was not wearing any underwear.
“Just lick me Michael,” the woman pled and he couldn’t help but indulge her.

luni, 6 iunie 2011

Rise Above Tomorrow - PART 2 - Chapter 5

Oh please, God, please,” Michael purred with low voice, “I need you so bad, please baby,” he moaned lost in white satin sheets.
“Not yet baby, not yet,” a woman with husky voice smirked and continued indulging Michael with her full lips
.
He was hard, so hard that it ached and her wet lips and hot tongue teasing him felt like a sweet contradiction right now. He wanted her to go on sucking him and licking him but also he wanted so bad to get inside her. To feel her stretching up to receive his long shaft and then tightening again around him, stroking him, rubbing him; helping him to release all the tension that summed up inside him.
But she wanted him to ask some more, she needed him to plead and beg so she could feel strong, so she could feel wanted, craved; so she could know that she is irreplaceable; that he was always going to be addicted to her, to her body, to her mouth, to her love. She needed to know that she was his drug such as he was hers.
And he knew her so well; he knew what she wanted, what she craved for; he knew how to make her give in and when he felt that he couldn’t bear anymore he moaned the magic words, “I want to be inside of you, I am begging you baby,” he said and the woman felt bolts of electricity running through her body and she had no other choice than to obey him.
As soft and warm flesh opened and then closed around him, receiving him, taking him in, accepting him with all his qualities and all his faults, with all his beauty and ugliness, with all his magic and madness, Michael felt all demons leaving him and he rendered to pure and raw pleasure. He needed this, he needed to escape, to forget, to get out of his own mind and body; he needed liberation and salvation; he needed hope, he needed to run, to fly; he needed to free himself and this craving made him plunge so deep and so hard inside the woman that seemed so small and so fragile now under his strong body and his intense needs.

“Please Michael, deeper, I need you deeper,” it was her time to cry now. And even though Michael himself needed the release more than anything he wasn’t going to oblige her just yet. Maybe for the sake of the sexual game or maybe because of his need to play with her; to make her feel the emptiness that he felt because of her, to make her feel despair and dismay, Michael pulled slowly out of her and teased her with long, slow moves over and over again. She needed to beg, she knew that but her pride was too big, too present; she was always the one in control and whenever things changed it made her nervous and even frightened. But God, the pain of not feeling him touching the very core of her being was too unbearable, was making her squeak and squirm and tears of frustration were gathering quickly in her eyes.
“God Michael, I am begging you, fuck me, please,” she surrendered and her defeat made Michael  feel so powerful, “Beg one more time Lisa,” he grinned mischievously and as she did what she was told he plunged once more deep inside her letting the orgasm wash over both of them in waves after waves of pleasure and liberation.

Just a couple of hours after the news of Michael marrying Debbie hit the press back home in the States, Lisa Marie called Michael infuriated, screaming and shouting and calling him all kind of names.
“You fucking asshole,” she yelled. “You were cheating on me all the time with that ugly cow. The ink on our divorce papers didn’t even dry yet and you go and marry her. You are disgusting,” she raved on the phone making Michael even more furious than she was.
“You listen, you cold bitch. I was not the one who wanted that divorce and I was not the one who went on vacation with the ex while we were still married,” he let out all the jealousy and resentment that he bottled up for such a long time.
“I did that just because I needed a man to fuck me and you were too busy playing hide and seek with your 10 year old friends over in fucking wonderland for all I care, because I didn’t know where exactly you were for months, remember?” Lisa couldn’t let him win.
“That’s the problem Lisa, you like to fuck too much but it’s of no use, you are still a frigid and sterile bitch,” Michael laughed and that made Lisa get out of her sane mind, “Ha, that’s the problem. I didn’t want to have a child with you and who would with such a weird, crazy jackass?” she bawled.
“Debbie would, in fact, she actually is already,” Michael laughed again and prepared himself for another serious round of yelling and cursing but all he heard was the busy tone after Lisa Marie hung up on him.

After that night more and more phone calls of that kind followed, Lisa and Michael cursing each other and screaming and accusing each other, ranting and hurting each other with sharp words and with awful threats. But when all frustrations and resentments, when all pain and bitterness were let out, they realized that in fact they really missed each other. So first thing in the morning of the 5th of December, Lisa Marie took a plane and flew all the way to the Philippines, the country where Michael gotten by then with the tour just so she could be by his side again. And after a few more clenched debates and after Michael swore that he never touched Debbie and the child was made by artificial insemination, Lisa remained with him all throughout the rest of the first leg of the tour.

She was there when Debbie told Michael that the doctor decided on a C section because it will be safer for both her and the child; she was there in Japan, she was there in Brunei, she was there in Honolulu when Michael finished the first leg of the tour in front of 70000 frenetic people, she even was with him the night that Debbie called Michael and told him her water broke and the baby will come 1 week earlier than planned.

Michael rushed to the hospital and on 13th February 1997, Prince Michael Jackson was brought into the world.
Prince was a gorgeous child; his fair skin and golden baby hair making him look like a real prince taken right out of a fairytale and the first time he looked with his wide eyes straight into his father’s eyes, Michael felt his knees going weak and his heart beating so fast like it wanted to come out of his chest. He knew in that moment that he would never allow anything else to be more important in this world than his own son and he also decided right there, on the spot that he will have more children.